Balancing
between what to do,
seeing how you move,
living in the proof.
Wavering
in what I believe
struggling just to breathe
no matter what I do.
Savouring
time I've spent with you,
don't know where to go,
haven't thought it through.
I'm going;
I'm going.
Uncertainty about you and me, I don't want to know what's happened before, I'm carefree, carefree.
Uncertainty about you and me, I don't want to know what's happened before, I'm carefree, carefree.
Scratch my chin,
what foot to put first;
always want to win
secretly the worst.
I'm stumbling,
palms covered in sweat,
not sure what's a threat,
chest about to burst.
Revel in
the wake of it all,
might've been a sin,
had to take the fall.
I'm growing;
I'm growing.
Uncertainty about you and me, I don't want to know what's happened before, I'm carefree, carefree.
Uncertainty about you and me, I don't want to know what's happened before, I'm carefree, carefree.
credits
from Louis Pastel,
released September 19, 2020
Music and lyrics by Adan Lemus
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